unbanned Charlie's TS/Forums ban appeal

[charlie unban req]

Hi, its ya boy Charlie back again with another ban appeal

 

For real though, hello. It's been around 8 months since my last appeal was rejected so I just wanted to give it another shot.

I understand the issues I've caused in the past, and that the amount of chances I've been given is rather high, and despite this I still end up banned over and over.

I'm not happy with the way I have acted in the past, and I'm certain that a lot of bridges have been burned down for my past actions/behaviour. However, HG was my first real community. Most, if not all, of my passion for playing CSGO and other source games have stemmed from here, a lot of good friendships were also sprouted in the teamspeak and on the JB server (rip). Despite HG being the pathway towards all the enjoyment and friendships I had/have made, I didn't treat the community the way it should have. 

When I received my last ban, it was due to a very negative reaction on my part to someone getting staff that I had a bad relationship with. I overreacted and got salty, so I decided to post a leaving thread to leave the community.

I should have just left it at that, and moved on. However, for some reason, I wanted to be removed from the community immediately instead of waiting the day. Because of this, I decided to be edgy and say racial slurs in teamspeak in a channel with DragonSlayer to try to make him forcibly remove me. I got what I wanted, but also more, as this ended up to me being permanently banned from the teamspeak and the forums. I fully understand that the punishment I was given was justified, especially due to the fact I'd basically been on thin ice for years. 

 

It has now been 1.5 years since my ban, and I would appreciate the opportunity to chill with the homies in teamspeak again. That's it. I don't intend on joining the community, participating in events (unless granted permission), or playing on the servers, as that was where a lot of my toxicity did stem from. I've matured in this time, and fully understand that the way I acted isn't acceptable anywhere, in an online community or in real life. Since I've now dipped my feet into the waters that is the adult life, I understand that you really have to think about what you say and how you act, or your reputation can be forever tarnished, as mine has here. 

I fully understand if this is rejected, but I implore for you to give me this final chance to show that I've matured and can socialise around the teamspeak/forums without the fear of me reverting to my old self and causing issues. I'd be willing to agree to any rules/guidelines that I have to follow (eg if someone doesn't like me, I won't contact them at all, whether it be on ts or replying to a post of theirs). Whilst my past actions might indicate I have a distaste for this place, I believe the fact that, after all this time, my desire to return shows that I do truly enjoy this community, and want to have a chance to be around it again.

If rejected (and again with permission) I will apply on the 28th November, as that will mark 2 years of my ban. If that is rejected too, I will respect your decision to keep me banned and never return, as to not pester the leadership every few months for the same response. I really just want to chill with my friends again without having to be in a discord (which then depops the ts).

 

Finally, I'd just like to apologise once again for everyone that's had to deal with the shit that I've caused. Whether it be leadership that has had to punish me for my actions, or simply members of the community who's experience had been tainted by my toxicity. I hope we have the chance to reconcile a friendship, and that I can gain your forgiveness.

Thank you.

[Silly]

Pending Further Review 

[Silly]

Unbanned, Make better choices Charlie I'm going out on a limb here and giving you the benefit of the doubt. I don't want to see any of this bullshit anymore or you're gone and that's that.