fox* Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 (edited) Well guys today was the hardest day of my life. I had to see my great friend laying in a casket, i cried my heart out this man. He name was Joshua Small, a great guy, always had a smile on his face no matter what. I never really seen him angry at all, just always happy and rejoice about everything around him. He was like a brother to me, always talking and worrying about me. Over the years he developed a bad habit of eating.....the habit that took his life away. He died of a heart attack, he actually had two but he really didn't feel the first one he had. Over the time before his death, he would always go to the doctor about anything that he seemed wrong with him, but this time he decided not to. It costed his life, maybe it was his time? Not sure but life isn't fair. The saddest part of his death, that his little girl found him in the shower stone cold and stiff. I will never forget his voice or the grab of his hand when i shake them or when he would bear hug me. He will always be remembered....In loving Memory Joshua Alan Small. Josh was only 26 years old. R.I.P Josh, i love you forever.......peace Edited May 8, 2010 by fox* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CubanCarlos Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 Wow. All i can say is, I'm sorry for your loss. Fortunately for me, i have never experience the death and loss of a loved one, and am just very regretful that you had to. R.I.P. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dr.jiggles Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 Sorry to hear of your lose hope it goes well for you Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lt. Awesome Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 sorry to hear that fox I hope his friends and family will be fine Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Couch Crumbs Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 So sorry, I kinda know how you feel. An uncle very close to me died of an OD, the problem was I couldn't cry so it just kinda stayed with me. I did finally let it out tho. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tminus Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 Sorry for your loss man I understand how you feel. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stonewall Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 I am sorry for your loss. I lost my best friend 5 years ago. It is a bad situation but my prayers are with you and his family. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rudabaga Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 I'm sorry to hear that man. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blitzkrieg Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 Sorry to hear the bad news, hope you're ok. Its always hard to see someone go, especially close friends or family. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Colonel Potter M.D. Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 sorry to hear about your loss on the anniversary of my grandmothers death and my great uncle died 2 weeks ago. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cefdinir Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 Sorry for you loss Fox. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LaMigra Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 sorry about your loss... i have had many friends pass away in my life so far... one thing to keep in mind is keep your head up Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ambush Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 R.I.P Josh, Somtimes we don't know what we have until it's gone. It's always hard letting somone go. Memories are all we have to hold on to! Might make you feel better making a scrap book with picture's and what was going on during the pictures. Or you might write down your feelings of memories that you guys shared ! Truly sorry for you loss Kibbles somtimes life is'nt fair! Prayers are with you. If you ever need somone to talk to i am here. If i am not online e-mail me [email protected] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fox* Posted May 8, 2010 Author Share Posted May 8, 2010 Thanks guys for the support. I gotta go back to the funeral, which today hes getting put into the earth Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Enjuaguese Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 I'm sorry for your loss. ): I know how you feel... My uncle just died of a heart attack..he was 50... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ambush Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 My wife's mom died 11 years ago and her dad has bone cancer and she only has one grandmother left and she's in very bad shape. We charish the ones around us while they are here. And then we always have that void in our hearts when they pass into the unknown. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Toxygen Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 Death is never easy, sorry for your loss I hope you remember the good times you had. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
excalibuR Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 Feel so sorry for you man. Hope you get better and his family will too. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jalepeno Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 sorry for your loss man, stay strong. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fox* Posted May 8, 2010 Author Share Posted May 8, 2010 The hardest part was when they were lowering josh into the ground. I threw a rose on top of his casket. I will always remember him. Soon after i went to a bar and was hitting on the hot waitresses Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hobbes Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 I understand how you feel man, my fathers dog died a few months ago. I feel like we've really connected. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Po Lice Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 RIP and sorry for your loss, man Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ttaM Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 HUR DURR LOOK BELOW. HUR DURR LOOK UP. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
F4ithl3ss Posted May 8, 2010 Share Posted May 8, 2010 I lost a buddy to an ATV accident bro, I feel for you, sometimes life really just isn't fair, bad things happen to good people Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fox* Posted May 9, 2010 Author Share Posted May 9, 2010 HUR DURR LOOK BELOW. HUR DURR LOOK UP. We all went to the bar to put our glasses of jager together to remember josh. Soon after my friend dared me to mess with the waitress....so I did, all games and fun for Josh (josh did these kind of things as well) just continuing his legacy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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