as of late i have been having alot of problems, from mom in the hospital to a break up i didnt see coming, iv been playing around on the servers on hg trying to blow of steam or cheer up but iv been find some jerks id say names if i could remember them, like on the bh server i got yelled at cause i asked a hg member about about a bind and i guess it to much to ask. i guess im a huge noob and i know i dont understand much things are gloomy so i think imma head out to find a job, i need some new shit in my life, i feel like life kinda got bland ill still be on but if anything els happendes ill just post a extended leave.