Today I realized that I have actually gotten much better at css.
One year ago my average kpd was around .88
now im sitting at 1.2 or so.
But more, I know how to sneak up on people, where to set up on a map and be able to see without being seen.
How to rush without dieing before I get at least one kill, and most often two or more.
I found myself playing random guns on dm, slowly breaking my p90 addiction.
I have adopted the 5/7 as my favorite pistol.
I use nades much more effectively.
Most importantly I see death less as losing and more as a challenge. A challenge to adapt and fix the weakness in my plans.
This week I won my first 10 man, and was even higher on the score board then I was used to.
This year I hope to learn more maps and how to play positions more effectively, and generally just continue having fun playing with my HG family!