Ok, first shout out to ttam and whoever actually reads these. (Yells while in bathroom for echo effect)

So for anyone who cares my blog is obviously been mia for the last couple weeks and that's for couple reasons. First I lost track of what songs I'd posted because like an ass I was just keeping a mental list so I worked this morning to try and make a list of what I have and what needs to go up. Secondly I...ran into some trouble. About a week or so ago I came home with some pretty bad pain and no particular reason for it. I don't really wanna talk about what happened next but in summary I ended up having emergency surgery. I left the hospital confused, angry, insecure, generally feeling like I'd never be the same again. I'm ok now. Pretty close to normal. I didn't lose anything that changes the way I live I guess it's just this sinking feeling now of just not feeling whole. Like I lost something I can't replace. The worst feeling is that everyone will feel sorry for me now. Like having CP wasn't enough. I can't complain I guess. I don't have cancer or HIV. I can still have kids, walk, play counter-strike. I'm even getting paid to stay home. Not even workers comp. Like fullpay and I make good money. Anyone else lose something they can't replace?

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RadioHead Fake plastic trees

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Less than Jake - Shindo

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Toro y Moi - Master of None

Best wishes from the Piscian family to HG