| This ban is not currently active. It is disapproved.  | |
| Ban Category | Regular Ban |
 Subject Steam ID |  0:63804280 |
| Subject Name | MommyMilkiesChugJug |
| By |
a white kleiner |
| Server (And Mod) |  Server Unknown (Web Submitted Ban) |
| Datetime Added | (48mon 2wk 6h 19m ago)2021-03-06 09:12 AM |
| Duration | (Inactive)Permanent |
48mon 2wk 6h 19m ago | 2021-03-06 09:12 AM Post by
a white kleiner
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a white kleiner Friend of HG Continuous harassment + toxicity | |
48mon 2wk 5h 58m ago | 2021-03-06 09:33 AM Post by
User 64838251484
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User 64838251484 HG Member    Uh what? | |
48mon 2wk 5h 48m ago | 2021-03-06 09:43 AM Post by
User 64838251484
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User 64838251484HG Member Someone isn't happy I tattled on Ducky... Clearly... | |
48mon 2wk 5h 45m ago | 2021-03-06 09:46 AM Post by
User 64838251484
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User 64838251484HG Member I don't know who or what you're referring to. I took Pho's advice from January and have simply ignored confrontations and have largely stuck to myself since then. I personally think I've kept my nose clean all of February, but clearly I did something horribly wrong. Could you please provide more context other than a singular sentence? | |
48mon 2wk 5h 13m ago | 2021-03-06 10:18 AM Post by
User 64838251484
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User 64838251484HG Member If you're throwing me away for good, at least give me the courtesy to tell me what I did beyond "Be Toxic". | |
48mon 1wk 6d 20h 48m ago | 2021-03-06 06:43 PM Post by
User 64838251484
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User 64838251484HG Member Hello? | |
48mon 1wk 6d 20h 30m ago | 2021-03-06 07:01 PM Post by
User 64838251484
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User 64838251484HG Member Guess I’ll never know then. I’m sorry it turned out this way. | |
48mon 1wk 6d 20h 17m ago | 2021-03-06 07:14 PM Post by
Silly
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Silly Retired Leadership   Locking until GMOD handles this | |
48mon 1wk 6d 19h 59m ago | 2021-03-06 07:32 PM Post by
a white kleiner
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a white kleinerFriend of HG you were banned for harassment towards 5 different players in the course of a few days while taking pride on being that kind of player. You may not remember what you have done wrong but there is a reason for that ban. | Ducky has nothing to do with this as im not doing anything for him, the timing may hint that this is a "revenge" ban but it is completely unrelated to ducky's ban. The proof is hidden for privacy purposes. |
48mon 1wk 6d 5h 11m ago | 2021-03-07 10:20 AM Post by
User 64838251484
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User 64838251484HG Member I don’t know where to start. I found out the hard way. I saw why this happened. I just want to say to anyone saying otherwise, I deserve this. It’s been a long time coming too. All this time I’ve been playing victim when the only enemy I have has been myself. Simply look above. How I reacted says it all. I’ve hurt others, yelled, exploited, spouted off death threats, and driven people that I love away; people who deserve so much more than to be an emotional punching bag. All the while I’ve just ignored it and wondered why I’m not taken seriously. I see it now, and I don’t know how to even begin. To think that I drunkenly insulted Anna Skitty just a month ago and was egotistical enough to believe that I was in no wrong by personally attacking them when all they were doing was doing me a favor and keeping my drunk ass from saying more stupid shit. | I’m an obnoxious, drunk creep that had to get bribed just to be nice for 24 hours. I hope that one day all of you can forgive me for that. But as it stands, I don’t deserve that forgiveness. I’m tired of being THAT guy. I’m tired of hurting people. I’m tired of being a reason for moderators to be present. I don’t trust myself to come back if all I’m going to do is go back to my old ways. I don’t know how long it’ll be, but I’ve got a lot of demons I need to drown. And until then, no matter the state of this ban, I’ll stay away. I’m too ashamed to return until I can set myself straight. I refuse to come back until I’m in a state where I won’t need to apologize. I love all of you. I hope that one day I’ll be a good enough man to show it. |
48mon 1wk 4d 7h 57m ago | 2021-03-09 07:34 AM Post by
Benz
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Benz Executive Council  Locking for GMOD Divisional Leader to handle | |
47mon 2wk 2d 20h 45m ago | 2021-03-31 06:46 PM Post by
Benz
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BenzExecutive Council Senor, I hope you get the help that you need to handle the issues that you are having but we will not tolerate your behavior and actions, If you would like some great resources that will help you out please feel free to shoot me a PM. When you feel that you are able to come back and enjoy our servers without causing any issues and or conflicts, please feel free to PM me or the GMOD DL. | |
47mon 1wk 1d 12h 40m ago | 2021-04-09 02:51 AM Post by
User 64838251484
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User 64838251484HG Member Over these last 5 weeks, I’ve accomplished a lot. Pho and Kleiner have been very supportive and helped me through March. The day after I was banned, I threw away every drop of liquor I had. In the following 2 weeks, I will-powered it through the withdrawals and have yet to relapse. Hell, I even started attending yoga classes with a few friends in my hall. But my alcoholism is only a small part of the problem. | When you have an extra 8 hours of your day freed up, you get a lot of time to reflect. I took a look at my [HG] application from 2016 and saw some familiar labels. The truth is, I’ve never been a model player. I’m toxic as hell, alcohol or not. I’ve always been vocal about using ZS as a way to take out all my frustrations. While that may be helpful to me, as shown by this ban, that sort of mentality is destructive. It lost me the respect of the community, my dev position, and most of all, it drove someone I really care about away. Fighting off alcohol withdrawals is one thing, but developing anger management is a whole other demon. I can’t promise that I won’t get angry and call someone a “Kleiner” because of something dumb that happened in game. That’s just a given. But I can promise you won’t see another ban where my dumb ass is intoxicated and personally attacking people who don’t deserve it. At this point, there’s nowhere else for me to go but up. If you’d give me the opportunity, I’d like to start again. |
47mon 1wk 16h 45m ago | 2021-04-09 10:46 PM Post by
a white kleiner
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a white kleinerFriend of HG After talking to all parties involved in the ban,I've decided to allow you on our servers again; please note that any sign of similar behaviour will result in a permanent ban again. | |
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