Amber Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 (edited) Hello Guys, Amber here again. I've been MIA for a while, and I'm here to tell you all why. As some of you may have known... I had a brain tumor about 6-8 months back. Surgery went all good and I was told I was 100% tumor free. Over the last few months I started to have some Migraines and used some medicinally grown products to help ease the pain, thought it was the change in weather. Confirmed last Friday that the tumor did return a while back... and has spread to the point that I will not be recovering from it this time. They haven't told me how long I have to live, but I don't expect too long. I'm struggling to type out this as I go, but I hope I can get the point across. I love each and every one of you in the community. To give back to the ones I love I, for the second time, am going to give away all my CS:GO guns. I don't have much, but I want these items to be given to those that were there for me most. Here are the items I am giving. I wish I had a way to Put name tags on them... but I'm using my fathers laptop to do this. I sold all of my electronics to go towards my medical bills. To MizzMadelyn. Or my "Sister". To those who don't know, she isn't really my sister, but me and her had a long lasting joke on everyone that we were related. I leave my Five-SeveN | Urban Hazard (Factory new) This is honestly the gun I've gotten the least amount of kills with, but never forgot to pick up In comp games. Making my team rage. To ASCII I leave my SSG 08 | Slashed (Field tested) I know we didn't talk much, but I always thought you were pretty great. So I leave you my imperfect but still good Scout. To Icon315 I leave my Nova | Polar Mesh (Field tested) and Nova | Sand Dune (Field tested) I want you to bet these. Make these into something great. To Dictator I leave my SG 553 | Army Sheen (Minimal wear) because Fuck you. You get the disgusting gun. Not really I love you, thank you for being a friend. To HueJay I leave my M4A4 | Urban DDPAT (Minimal wear) I love you dude, I really appreciate having you as a friend. To Colonel Potter, I leave you my P2000 | Pulse (Factory new) You helped me out when everyone else ignored me with guns and trading. Thank you so much To FreeHugs I leave my AWP | Safari Mesh (Field tested) I loved your friendship and wish we could've talked more. Playing with you was extremely fun and i want to thank you for the fun times we had. Finally I'm giving away my favorite gun. My first case opening ever I got this sexy little thing, the first case I ever opened I got a Sawed-Off | The Kraken (Factory new). Now this gun means a lot to me. Therefore I'm Giving this a bit of thought before I give this away. I might do this privately, but I'm not too sure yet for this gun... Thank you all for your support. Remember to love eachother, don't fight, and don't talk shit... because you never know when someone will dissappear. Edited February 19, 2015 by Amber 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mercury Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 Love you Amber, get well soon brother -merc Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amber Posted February 19, 2015 Author Share Posted February 19, 2015 I love you too dude. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dictator Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 Love ya bro Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
essence Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 Damn, your an inspiration. You are so strong. You won the battle:). I regret I never got to speak to you or get to know you. Just remember you are loved. HG loves you, we all do. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amber Posted February 19, 2015 Author Share Posted February 19, 2015 Thank you all. I love each and every one of you. <3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Colonel Potter M.D. Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 Take Care! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
7Z. Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 Nothing but love from me <3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
_iMPAKT Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 Sorry to hear. Take care. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Icon Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 I will do my best with those guns. Though i rather just keep them and put name-tags on them for you. idk what to name them though ): Either way <3 -Icon. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mercury Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 Amber, since your physical health is deteriorating, don't forget you still have your mental health. In the darkest of moments, try to smile because its all you may have left. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KarmaOfPain Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 Wow, sorry to hear that. Take care man Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Suicide Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 Sorry to hear. Take care. HES DYING AND YOU SAY TAKE CARE? @op: live life while you can and make the best of it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
goku :) Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 Live your days at the fullest, its never late to go yolo. Hope you the best it can happens Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Microsoft Word Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 Aw this thread gave me the feels. Hope everything will get better. Keep on fighting Amber Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Huejay Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 Godspeed on your recovery man, never give up. Get well soon! :] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ASCII Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 Wow, I am so sorry to hear. You were always cool and funny, I hope everything turns for the better, real life sucks. If you ever want to talk, I'm easy to find here on the forums. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
UnPrePared_ Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 You still suck at 10man but I hope you can win this second round and K.O. the tumor. Get well man ! Don't give up.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
0x48756776 Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 Wow, I'm so sorry to hear that dude <3 You know i'm always here if you need to talk get well soon, I'm sure you'll pull through Edit: To those who want to put a nametag on the gun given to them by Amber, let me know if you don't have the money and I'll buy you one. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Joey7 Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 amber im gonna still vist you dis summer <3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Inc Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 i dont know you, you dont know me, but ive watched friends fade away and its fucking hard i wish you the best and i hope your remaining days are good and youre surrounded by people you love and who love you its the least anyone deserves Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Weeman Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 Any travel plans? Now is the time to see places people put off until retirement. I recommend stopping by Santa Fe, New Mexico for some breath taking scenery that has inspired some of America's greatest artists and local cuisine that makes your local mexican restaurant look like taco bell. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amber Posted February 19, 2015 Author Share Posted February 19, 2015 Thank you for all of your support people. Weeman I am actually planning on visiting a few places. One of them including New Mexico Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arya Mad? Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 Best of luck. Mind over body. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Weeman Posted February 19, 2015 Share Posted February 19, 2015 Thank you for all of your support people. Weeman I am actually planning on visiting a few places. One of them including New Mexico Very nice! Stop by Santa Fe bites for the best burger in the south west get some of that rare and delicious green chili. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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