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Hello Hellsgamers, this is my apology thread to everyone I have either angered, upset or trolled. I am writing this thread becuase it feels like this is something i have to do, nobody is making me do this, this is from the bottom of my heart. I am sorry Hellsgamers, for all the trouble I have caused, all the drama I started and even the people that quit becuase of me. I want to let you know that I am not the same person I was two years ago, or even a year ago, I have matured, I have grown up, I literally grew up with Hellsgamers. I have been around for along time, but sadley and regretfully never stayed, there where always come and go's. I just want to let everyone know I will be staying in hellsgamers until the end, there is no going back, this is my 4th and final time being a recruit. For those of you that know me, I've been known for being a troller, drama starter, ignorant. I am working on that and i promise i will change over time. I am done trolling, I will no long start arguments or crack jokes about people over a video game, I realized everyone is here to have fun and have a great experience, not to get on and argue and make people feel bad. I am done trash talking in 10 mans, or any other game or server, I am just going to play to have fun and take this advice from a old friend "let your skill do your trash talking, not your mouth" With this being said, I owe some HG members a apology.

 

Jax : I am very sorry for what I said to you, I realize you are just trying to look out for me and keep me out of trouble, at the time it just seemed like you where sticking up for my enemies and didn't care about me but I can see you just want the best for me here in Hellsgamers, thank you and I am sorry.

 

Taylor : We have had are ups and lately alot of down's. I take back the things that I said, everything I would say is in the heat of the moment and I would not think about the consequences, If you can forgive me I would like to start all over again and go back to the way things used to be.

 

Aesopp : I apologize for how I would be acting in 10 mans toward you and other people, We used to be good friends and I hope we can go back to that, I am very sorry man, you are a kind and funny person and I hate being on your bad side, if you accept my apology I would like to be friends again.

 

For the person that i owe the biggest apology to is

 

Prius : Man, where to start, I messed up so bad and i know i did. We used to be really good friends back in the day until that day in garry's mod happend. I am so sorry for how i behavied and how i acted. If i could apologize to the person right now i would but I do not think i can. I hope you do not think I am childish and I dont care about people's feelings, but I really do, I know words can hurt people and making fun of them can to. I am very sorry for all the stress, anger, and drama I have caused for you. I really hope you accept how i feel and can accept my apology.

 

I know there are many more people I have hurt, or caused drama for and for those people I did not mention and you would like to talk to me, Please PM me on the forums I would really like to talk to everyone I hurt and start a clean, fresh slate.

 

A wise man told me today in teamspeak "Some people will just hate you for who you are and you cannot change that, but others that get along with you will want to be your friend"

 

Thank you for your time.

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I feel bad now cause I thought you were gonna do something bad to me cause you sounded so serious..

I respect that you took the time to reflect and write down how you felt, and sincerely (or so it seems) apologize to the people you have fucked up with.

Glad to see you're taking the advice and I hope the people that you upset will give you a chance to prove you have changed for the better.

Good luck :)

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You can't take back the things you said, however you are very lucky I don't like to hold grudges (bad karma). Next time, just confront me about it instead talking smack behind my back because you can't automatically assumes things when you don't know anything about me or my past. Plus, you can't put things back to the way they use to be, you have to earn my trust back and I will stay acquainted with you until you show some progress/improvement with how you treat other people. It won't be anytime soon, but eventually I will forgive you. That is how rumors/drama starts and it gets over exaggerated. I also want to apologize because I copied and pasted the things you said in ALL chat. I should have pulled you aside to talk to you about it instead of involving all the people who were 10manning. This will be the last straw because this wasn't the first time you started problems with me for no apparent reason.

 

Advice: Think before you say something you will regret.

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Sync,

 

Look man. I figure you wrote this to Prius.. But as far as you and i.

 

I have no quams with you or anyone in HG.. If someone says something i dont like.. I just bite my lip and say nothing.. Or just leave.

I yes tried to help you stay out of unneeded drama. Because no one needs anymore then they already have in life. I play this game to have fun as many of us do. Was just trying to keep peoples head in the game and out of the drama.

 

When you sent me those comments about taylor. I thought i would let her know that hey... you got a problem. So i figure copy/paste and let you 2 deal with it.. I felt bad after i sent that.. because i understood how you would look at it.. But it wasnt my intention to piss you off..

taylor has always been good to me and i consider her my friend. So you trollin on her not only disrespected her.. But me too because ive been telling you to chill and just enjoy the game.

 

 

I can appreciate your thread. Takes a set to stand up and admit when your wrong..HG is so big not everyone is going to get along.. But you should try to be more respectful and agree to disagree.. trolling will get you no where.

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You shouldnt let stacked teams get you brother! Two reasons why

 

1. The onlu way you get better at css is playing people better then you are and beating them.

 

2. Life is stacked against all of us as humans. Can you find a sub for your life? Let know if you do b.c i havent yet i keep going on.

 

 

Side note Things have chance a lot from when I was in hg before. Yet the admins still all act mostly the same...

 

Hang in there sync you'll do good thongs if you stay positive

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Sync the apology is appreciated to the community, but actions speak louder than words.

 

Agreed. Show the community that you have matured instead of telling us. Also, realize that after posting all this, you will have zero credibility if you slip up and go back to your old ways. I believe you have exhausted just about all of your chances here at this point so I hope for your sake that everything you are saying is true.

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I guess we'll see if people can really change who they are. I know I can be an annoying dude. Can I change it? Personally no. I can moderate my actions but I can't really complete overhaul my personality. But who cares about 'ol Moose. Its 4am and why am I here? I wish you the best, Sync.

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