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Alright, what is this Die Antwoord nonsense?

[video=youtube;cegdR0GiJl4]   These guys amuse me. It's extremely unique or at least it's the first of the genre that I have witnessed. Does anyone else feel this way?   I am pretty sure this is one of the most random videos ever. They have some other songs on Youtube and they are pretty fucked up.   I Fink U Freeky

BooT

BooT

 

Hesus Muzik Blog

New Shit from the EDM world. Haven't done one in a while. Enjoy. I'm gonna put an asterick beside the biggest hits/upcoming hits (MUST LISTENS) Coldplay - Charlie Brown (Dave Aude Mix) M83 - Midnight City (Eric Prydz Private Remix) Swedish House Mafia - Greyhound (Unreleased)******* Starkillers & Dmitry KO - 'Light It Up' (Michael Woods Remix) Alesso - Years (Unreleased)******* Arty, Matisse & Sadko - Trio (Original Mix)******* Nari & Milani - Atom (Unreleased)******* Sebastian Ingrosso & Alesso - Lose My Mind (ft. Ryan Tedder)******* Joe Garston - Thats What She Said (Original Mix) ******* ******* (Samples FPS Doug) *******

Jesus2

Jesus2

 

A confusing guide to life and my thoughts on it

Hi everybody, Its Eric here and a friend posed a somewhat stupid but intriguing question to me. She asked me if someone I knew was being swarmed by zombies would i go save them. At the moment I asked if she was Hot because a fine woman is a guaranteed moral boost during the zombie apocalypse and an important item that should be in all survival groups. I told her " No I do not think i would. " Internally this question quirked me. We all expect that in times of danger there to be a hero or someone to rescue us. A knight in shining armor, our parents, boyfriends, even that homeless or creepy guy on the street would do as long as they attempted to save you, but would you be the Hero? Would you risk your own security mentally or physically to help another human being? Alot of us would probably say we would to avoid being ostracized by the others around us at the moment. I think that we all hope we could be that person but at some point we become selfish and forget that the world does not revolve around us alone. In no way would I judge you for running away from danger or not helping those in need. If your gonna do this though expect others to not be by your side. People have a tendency to remember the bad but they can always be reminded of the good you done.   P.S. Quick little poem for ya'll   As the clouds open up the energy flows away It makes me sad to see that its gonna rain today no matter how many umbrellas i give it remains unnaffective a hug or a rose would do so i give her both in hope that she would smile too.

(Headband)(EG)

(Headband)(EG)

 

Back In The Groove!

Decided to jump back onto MW2 today after a two week break. First match back in, get a quad intervention headshot on Terminal. I love you CoD.

R3venant

R3venant

 

Sucess

Well, I got the project back and I got 89.45 which was 2nd for my class. Woooo:pepper:

Flare

Flare

 

My philosophical poem

I wrote this poem back on June 20th of 2008 after having a really bad day and I was feeling the creative juices that I always had flowing when writing my song lyrics from the bands I've been in. After a while I had started thinking that it would make a great tattoo and I had it inked on my right forearm. It's a constant reminder of the fact that life gets tough sometimes, but it is these times that teach us the most about ourselves and help us to deal with these times down the road.   Live for the moment and live day by day But never forget who you are And never forget your past mistakes For remember, it is how you live that defines who you are And it is the mistakes that teach us how to enjoy every moment we have No regrets, no remorse Live free or die trying   I never knew when I wrote it how much it would help me through the hard days and I'm glad that I had it inked.

J_Rock

J_Rock

 

Marks

I'm getting a pretty major project back tomorrow and I'm really worried about how I went. I spent heaps of time on it but I just cant kill that worry in the oit of my stomach that I missed out on something or that I failed miserably......

Flare

Flare

 

Metal Entry #14

It's that time again. We got lots of instrumental progressive metal and some hardcore and metalcore today.       [YOUTUBE]zaV9YoDaKcU[/YOUTUBE] ____________________________________________ Band: Intervals Year: 2011 Album: The Space Between Genre: Instrumental Progressive Metal Song: Sonar Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/intervalsmusic ____________________________________________       [YOUTUBE]UAPBY20gJ18[/YOUTUBE] ____________________________________________ Band: Chimp Spanner Year: 2012 Album: All Roads Lead Here Genre: Progressive Instrumental Metal, Ambient Song: Möbius Pt I Myspace: https://www.facebook.com/chimpspanner ____________________________________________       [YOUTUBE]VqnZw4rh-yQ#![/YOUTUBE] ____________________________________________ Band: Obey The Brave Year: 2012 Album: N/A Genre: Hardcore Song: Live and Learn Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/obeythebrave ____________________________________________       [YOUTUBE]yXpJthu_5pc[/YOUTUBE] ____________________________________________ Band: Nociceptor Year: 2011 Album: Nociceptor Genre: Metalcore, Djent Song: Pornoholocaust Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/pages/Nociceptor/110251162327682 ____________________________________________       [YOUTUBE]hbaVhDQfa3I[/YOUTUBE] ____________________________________________ Band: Hacktivist Year: 2012 Album: N/A Genre: Rapcore, Metalcore, Djent, Ambient Song: Cold Shoulders Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Hacktivistband ____________________________________________       [YOUTUBE]ROR4KWUA9rg[/YOUTUBE] ____________________________________________ Band: The Safety Fire Album: Grind The Ocean Genre: Metalcore, Hardcore Song: Huge Hammers Myspace: https://www.facebook.com/thesafetyfire ____________________________________________       [YOUTUBE]VELEahQRrek[/YOUTUBE] ____________________________________________ Band: Abolish The Echelon Year: 2012 Album: N/A Genre: Progressive Instrumental Song: Revenge of the Ex-Girlfriend Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/pages/Abolish-the-Echelon/169656156408121 ____________________________________________       [YOUTUBE]jHZCgtldHyA[/YOUTUBE] ____________________________________________ Band: Change of Loyalty Year: 2011 Album: Freethinker Genre: Instrumental Progressive Metal Song: A Perfect Dream Pt. 2 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/changeofloyalty ____________________________________________

Artillery

Artillery

 

My poems.

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------   In Loving Memory.   Sometimes I can't find to explain exactly how I feel, because it's so deep real deep. I just hope that that you can see just how deep it is by listening to this poem!   Now let me open up my heart and let you read what I wrote when you took your last steps to death and left my heart broken. I know you had to, life will always go one even when your gone, but there will always be the memories of you here. So, just keep those memories and hold on to them. I will be there when my time is up to cherosh those memories once again just as we all did when you was in our lifes. I wish I could have talked to the enternal-man. I you was here with us right now, smiling in our lives.   Some of may feel we cannot go on anymore without the hurtfulness of you being gone, but as it may see we do. It is alot hardly than it looks. To only know how we could have been with you here can only be a thought but never oh so true with you out of our lives. It makes us wounder, " Why!?! " If I could have to die why is this my biggest fear? I can only look above and let heaven whip away my tears.   Got on my knees this morning talking to the Lord, " My father, " Thanks for blessing me when the other didn't bother, life goes on. I need to stay strong, I have done some wrong in my life, but I done some right also. I've cried some lonley nights, and my heart no0one knows the pain I tend to hide it, holding back my tears I tend to fight it, but its building up inside me this heavy load. Help me Lord. Before I explode. Just take my soul!   You see I don't know if I can ever say, " Good-Bye" to yesterday, because when you leave and go to heavens its so far away, and I can't seem to only want you here on this earth. I know you are in a better place now, and was meant to go, but only the ones left to cherish your memories are also left with this painful hurtting we must deal with, with the past memories you left us with that will only make us cry. I can't even stop to think to whipe my tears away, but maybe he thought it was best for you to go. Even when I would be standing there saying, " No, please. Come and stay! " as I cry my last tear to only keep ahold of the past memories you left behind for us all to cherish within our hearts. Just keep your people close to you. So, you can cherish there every last memory they stood through, and stood true. So, when you meet the crossroad. then you can say that you open your hear, and just let heaven whipe your tears away. If I fall asleep tonight will I see you in heaven? If the Lord takes my life I hope to see you in Heaven. Just to whipe your tears away before today, and when he comes just be prepared for a brighter day. Just take me away!   In loving memory of my dear sister, " Meranda Lynn Ashlock. "   Born: 30 March 1989 Died: June 24 2002   Sincerely.. Johnathan W. Ashlock.   -----------------------------------------------------------------------------   Know this.....There is not a more genuine or important message I, as your love, have to offer. I love you and have always loved you. I have tried to show you by my words and actions this love, but realize I may have fallen short of this goal at times.   I have, to the best of my ability, with the work of my body, the limites of my mind and strength of my soul, tried to give you love, my heart, and for me to be your everything, and to know you always have me to turn too. I have tried to give you as much of my time as possible in this hectic, hurried world. I have tried to give you love and laughter. I have tried to give you the safety and protection you have a right to and I have an obligation to give. I have tried to let you know that I love you more than anything, and letting it on for you to know as much as i can without scaring you. I have tried to give you as much trust as possible in an apparent untrusting world.   In all my breaths, my true intention has never been to hurt you or bring to you any unnecessary pain. I have tried to be to you the best love I could with the tools given to me. I want you to know that my times I have hurt you, disappointed you, or let you down, knowingly or unknowingly, That i am VERY sorry. I am sorry for my shortcomings and the mistakes I made that caused you any pain. For this I ask your forgiveness, only when and if you are whilling to give it.   Thank you for the pleasures and treasures you have given to me, both deserved and not. There was never anything you have done that has taken my unconditionale love for you. Always and now, in my eyes, heart and soul, you are to me the most beautiful bud, the loveliest bloom, and the most perfect flower.   I have loved you from the first day i meet you.....I love every breath you take....I will love you........Forever....   -----------------------------------------------------------------------------   Everyday you are gone, it kills me. Everyday you are here it kills me. My heart left when you did. Things arent right between us anymore. I can feel it. I miss you. God i miss you. You arent here anymore. You play it safe by being my friend, but not getting too close to me. Afraid i will scoop you into my embrace and never let you go. Tempting. I hate feeling like im the one left behind. Constricted by rules, wanting to break free from my heart, wanting to fly, but remaining grounded. I want to feel someone's touch, I want to feel someones love, i want to Feel it. I want to be held, and hold your eyes. I want you to look at me with wanting. I want you to kiss me sparatically, I want to walk in public holding your hand calling you my own. I want to know you'll protect me. I want to know that you love me like i love you. i need these things, then i will be whole. Wrote a poem last week... i suppose i will share it here..   Over Before It Began ~Johnathan W. Ashlock~   I was sitting at my table, Quiet as can be, I felt somebody looking, were they looking at me? My heart began to race, i fetl a flush come to my brow, i wanted to look up, but it may be akward now. So i continue to stare, at my now empty plate, remains of salt and ketchup, array and in a chaotic state, i look around the resturaunt, and see her sitting there, eating alone at her table, with a non-chalant stare, her eyes held the world, her smile held my heart, from just one look at her, i nearly fell apart, i got up from my table, coffee in my hand, feeling a strange courage, i didnt think i had, i make my way to her, gliding on cloud nine, This girl, this wonder, Just had to be mine. I paced to and fro, nervous from within, she sat there coyly, with a sensual grin. She watched me rack my brain, brain blank and empty, what would i say to this girl, the one who had stared at me. I finally had the words, ready to make my way, her table and i seemed miles apart, but i knew what i'd say. I made it to her table, and just as my lips parted, a man out of no where, walked up and started. "Hello my darling, " he cunningly said, my heart was pounding, i filled with dread. This man would take her away, away from me, away from my eyes, so no more of her i'd see, "Let's head out, before the storm gets here, i'd hate to have you wet and cold, my darling, my dear" She looked at him and smiled, as she put on her coat, that woman and her wiles. She looked to me and kindly said, with a grin in her eye, "It's been nice to meet you, See you around sometime" As i watched her walk away, in the arms of another man, In my heart i felt a hole, It was over before it began. Tis the same with all my relationships, The girls they come and go, here i am left stunned, my mouth agape and heart a hole. Watching her walk away, brought those feelings back, the feelings i tried to hide, feelings she'd attacked. I'll watch her walk away, in the arms of another man, Again i know how it feels, when it's over before it began.   It seems that the guy gets shafted more than a girl. Girl's get dumped and cheated on, but a guy works up the courage to ask the girl only to be told no.   I wish i hadnt watched you walk away... i'd still be standing today. But instead i cry inside. Not lettin my feelings show. You are happier now, yes i know but damn, it hurts to watch you shy away. I miss you baby... I miss you..   -----------------------------------------------------------------------------   Thoughtful Loving Feeling.   I love you so deeply. I love you so much. I love the sound of your voice, and the way that we touch. I love your warm smile, and your kind thoughtful ways, and the joy that you bring to my life everyday that I spend with you. I love you today as I have from the start, and I love you forever, with all of my heart!   When I am with you, eternity is a step away. My love continues to grow with each passing day. this treasure of love I will cherish within my soul. How much I love you, you will never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I have only felt once before. With each touch of your hand. I love you more and more! Whenever we say ' Good-Bye', whenever we part...Just know I would hold you dearly, forever, deep inside my heart. So these three words, I pray you hold true; " I love you! "   Sincerely... Johnathan W. Ashlock.   -----------------------------------------------------------------------------

Tengauge12

Tengauge12

 

A New Discovery

I have recently discovered a new dubstep artist. His bass drops are like no other. Here are a few tracks.     Enjoy destroying your sub woofer.   Peace, R3v

R3venant

R3venant

 

BooT Music vol.8! :D

Back with another blog with a bunch of music that is awesome to me. (:   [video=youtube;T3JgUT-fa3A]   Logic is on the come-up, eventually he is going to be popular and there's not a doubt in my mind that it will be in 2012. Lookout for him.   [video=youtube;_-_Pjoh0QRs]   Novi Novak is hopefully going to be a star someday, this kid is pretty good with his words and a lot of his videos are worth watching.   [video=youtube;QhDyjnB9rsQ]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QhDyjnB9rsQ   Astonish and IanJ teamed up for a duo on this song, "About Us." Definitely a good listen. (:   [video=youtube;Sr8X0ZWT4pw]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sr8X0ZWT4pw   Kam Royal is a pretty good player in the game. His lyrics are very unique and his style is fresh. Good listen.

BooT

BooT

 

New Forum Signature

This is my new forum signature, it's awesome:     All credit goes to HG | JessicaJoy [M].     EDIT:   I got promoted to HG Veteran status later today, so Jessica edited the above spray with my new tag and font for my name  

Angel

Angel

 

Setbacks

Recently, my email ws hacked. The hackers was no computer it was a real person who I guess had a problem with me. He/she went through my passwords and changed them. Minecraft, steam, gmail, skype, and youtube. I was pretty shocked and pissed that Kaspersky didn't do what it was supposed to do. He changed the security question on my gmail and the recovery email address. Therefore I had no way to change the password back on anything else. I sent gmail a recovery test, but it took quite a while for them to respond. Gmail said it would be in less than 24 hours, luckily, it took 4 days long. -______- Anyway, I was pretty relieved when google sent me back the password. But, there were more depressing events ahead. First I jump straight into tf2 and when the match starts i wonder why my pyro is not using the backburner. I check my inventory, only to see every item i had except a reclaimed and the killers kabuto had been removed. I was absoutely devastated by this. 24 hats. 315 hours of playtime and commitment. My goal of getting every pyro hat. ( I had the chefs hat, your moms toilet plunger, sombrero, rubber glove, fireman's hat, beanie, dead cone, birdcage, nappers, little buddy, 2 fosters and firemans helm.) I was also attempting to collect every weapon, and that went right down the drain with the rest of them. This was a major setback and even though tf2s just a game, I put alot of time into getting these and it was thrown away like that.I figured it was just best to move on and to not virtual setbacks like this get to me. After about a 2 hours of play i find a hat. The ol' geezer. Even though its not the most prefered, I took it, thankfully. There was also another bright light to this dreary setback. During those 4 days, I was introduced to a new trading card game called magic the gathering. This intrigued me so much i had to go to target and get a deck. Now every friday night i head to the junior college campus and have a good time dueling with other nerds in the magic community. I guess what I'm trying to say, is dont let setbacks keep you down, itll get better. You just have to keep your head up and keep going.:cool: Eventually the shining light will come through.

DarkBlade

DarkBlade

 

Moozika

For you electronic fans.   Taio Cruz - Hangover (Hardwell Remix) Avicii - Levels (Skrillex Remix)     All of these songs are fairly new. Some are a couple months old at the most.

Jesus2

Jesus2

 

Ode to an Office rush

Grab some gear and hit the floor Run run run get to the door Jump and crouch like a pro Pull the pin and let er go up the stairway clickity clock Awper down to the sound of a glock Quickly switch to p90 Run like hell and scream with glee spray and pray another one falls Reload quick back to the walls Grab his awp and start to run Now your really having fun In to projector fast as can be Holy crap behind the tree. Switch and boom hes in a rage A dark voice thunders out rampage! Your flashing red as you wield your knife Boom head shot to end your life!

Zekk

Zekk

 

Progress:

Today I realized that I have actually gotten much better at css. One year ago my average kpd was around .88 now im sitting at 1.2 or so.   But more, I know how to sneak up on people, where to set up on a map and be able to see without being seen.   How to rush without dieing before I get at least one kill, and most often two or more.   I found myself playing random guns on dm, slowly breaking my p90 addiction.   I have adopted the 5/7 as my favorite pistol.   I use nades much more effectively.   Most importantly I see death less as losing and more as a challenge. A challenge to adapt and fix the weakness in my plans.   This week I won my first 10 man, and was even higher on the score board then I was used to.   This year I hope to learn more maps and how to play positions more effectively, and generally just continue having fun playing with my HG family!

Zekk

Zekk

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